July 17, 2006
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life lines
i have no means for livelihood and it’s killing my joy.
i have no internet…i feel like a huge mooch going to wifi offering cafes…
i have no job…i AM a huge mooch for hanging at home while i find the “right job for me as a person”…there comes a point where you should just take anything that pays you and i’m slowly approaching that point.
i have bills. bills steal joy from me on a continual basis.
but there are some pluses to this: i don’t have to wake up every morning dreading the putting on of business attire, reporting to my boss, pretending to be busy….you know…corporate life.
i also have a really supportive family who thinks it’s perfectly fine for me to do my soul-searching at 24 and 11/12ths….so i’m all around a lucky person.
that’s all.
i miss beijing a lot and i’ve been told i’ve come back a more somber girl. i don’t know if i’ll ever get my old self back but maybe it was time for the old self to develop into this new self anyway.
blab blab blab.
Comments (2)
where are you now if you miss beijing? stealing internet is the way to go.
ah ha! I should try yoga! that’s a kick ass idea…. I wanted to do it before but never ended up going…. I should just try it to see if I like it…. I think they offer classes at Superfitness… I need to get a schedule and haul my ass in there…
Anytime for the heart to heart… you know that… mwa.