since i’ve used xanga….i’m considering employing it again.  not many people on my friends list are active users so it might be the perfect place to write all the compromising stuff…

• to stop being late. – i’d like this to be a permanent resolution.
• to take my time committments seriously.
• to put even more into my career than i have already…
• to pass this first year of law school.  it’s questionable right now.
• i’ve missed two classes and that’s all i’m willing to miss this semester.

from my home to yours:

i thoroughly enjoy criminal law.

so why can’t i get my shit together for my exam on wednesday?

maybe it’s because i have 300 pages in my book, 200 pages in supplemental reading, 16 problems and 4 practice exams to meld into one comprehensive binder allowed to be used during the exam.

open book is a gift with a slap across the face because if you don’t compile your piles of shit comprehensively, you slow yourself down and get even more confused.

but if you do it right….you guessed it…you’re doing alright.

so tonight i’m busting out  my color coded tabs and tables of contents….i’m not fucking around with this one.  i’ll have 600 pages of comprehensive shit if i have to.  whatever it takes to get a passing grade.

blegh. 

it’s december 15th and it’s 54 degrees out.

thanks global warming, for allowing us to wear flip flops 10 days before christmas.

http://www.letssaythanks.com/ThankYou.html

i stole that from scr1be and it’s a great idea….so i’m passing it along.

it’s a card service sponsored by xerox.  you just put your name and city and click on a message (or you can write your own) and it’s sent to a soldier who is fighting the war.

take a minute and fill one (or 100) out.

and i just want tomorrow to go smoothly.

i’d stay here all night if i didn’t need sleep before tomorrow’ midterm.

i feel like i’ve fucked up the first two exams (although i hear that’s just a feeling you live with, throughout law school) and i’d like to be able to sleep easy tomorrow night knowing i didn’t fuck up a third.

but that won’t stop me from wishing my long-term homegirl moria a happy birthday!!!

i love you more than you know and i hope your birthday-time is wonderful and inspiring.  it’s like your own personal little new years.

you’re doing big things with the life you have and that’s all the reason to celebrate the shit out of it!!!

love you – laur

p.s. sisters for life

google gives me quotes to read every day and i like this one:

The price one pays for pursuing any profession or calling is an intimate knowledge of its ugly side. – James Baldwin

I see a lot of the ugly side behind law…there’s tons of it. 

 gwen, i love you.  i love love love you.  and i generally imitate you in front of my mirror to one of your tracks, when i need a pick-me-up….but this time you’ve imitated ME!  i’m flattered but i’d also like some of the credit so people will finally believe me when i tell them we’re bffs.

August 2006

November 2006