June 28, 2006
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not ready at all…
i’m definitely not ready to come home. i’ve had one minor panick attack and all around sadness engulfing my being for the past 12 hrs. i want to stay and enjoy my stress-free life here.
i come home tomorrow night (thurs. night, my time difference powers are broken) and i’m a little sad. i’ve drank too much alcohol to shed tears, but if i were sober, i’d be a cryin’.
tomorrow at 12:30 pm is when i set off. blegh.
goodbye my sweet beijing. you’re a second home to me and i love you and all your craziness.
you’re my drama mama.
-lauren
(how this ended up being a letter to beijing, i’ll never know)
Comments (6)
just close ur eyes and repeat “there’s no place like home. there’s no place like home” haha dude wuts up with the ninja turtle lol
awww.. remember when you were having the panic attack when you were first headed to China? It’s bittersweet to leave any place. But it’s better to leave with fond memories than to leave hating it. On a brighter note, you can always go back to visit China. See this as a temporary leave of absence. =)
Can I be selfish and say that I can’t wait for you to be home (in the States?)
aw, its not worth feeling bad about it. you can be back if you want to!
dont be sad get glad…
welcome home woman.. now get your ass ova here for a visit..
hey lauren! Thanks again for bringing me around in beijing! are you back in boston yet?
Welcome home mama!! Sorry I missed ya!